Growing up I was blessed to have the opportunity to participate in many youth camps, Disciple Now weekends (sort of like youth camp, but held one weekend during the school year on Friday-Sunday), and various other events that helped to focus my attention on God and the work He was doing at the time. Even as an adult I continue to seek times of spiritual renewal through various conferences; to take time away from the hustle and bustle of everyday life and rest in His presence and power in a different setting. One thing that was and is always profound about these times is that I always come away with new understanding about God and feel refreshed and renewed. Inevitably, though, I walk through the door and reality hits. I am immediately hit with a choice. Do I believe what God has shown me over the course of the weekend or week I was away and do I act upon that faith? Or do I doubt what I heard and saw during my time spent with Him and shy away from carrying out the plans God laid before me? As a youth, we were always warned that Satan would be ready and waiting for us on Monday mornings. While we may be on the mountain top there at camp or at the conference, sooner or later we would have to go down into the valley (our schools, neighborhoods, etc.) and put our faith into practice. The disciples had to make the same decision.
“Later, He appeared to the Eleven themselves as they were reclining at the table. He rebuked their unbelief and hardness of heart, because they did not believe those who saw Him after He had been resurrected.” Mark 16:14
“And as they were saying these things (the two men from the road to Emmaus), He Himself stood among them (the disciples). He said to them, “Peace to you!” But they were startled and terrified and thought they were seeing a ghost. “Why are you troubled?” He asked them. “And why do doubts arise in your hearts? Look at My hands and My feet, that it is I Myself! Touch Me and see, because a ghost does not have flesh and bones as you can see I have.” Having said this, He showed them His hands and feet. But while they still were amazed and unbelieving because of their joy, He asked them, “Do you have anything here to eat?” So they gave Him a piece of a broiled fish, and He took it and ate in their presence. Then He told them, “These are My words that I spoke to you while I was still with you—that everything written about Me in the Law of Moses, the Prophets, and the Psalms must be fulfilled.” Then He opened their minds to understand the Scriptures. He also said to them, “This is what is written: The Messiah would suffer and rise from the dead the third day, and repentance for forgiveness of sins would be proclaimed in His name to all the nations, beginning at Jerusalem. You are witnesses of these things. And look, I am sending you what My Father promised. As for you, stay in the city until you are empowered from on high.” Luke 24:36-49
Three years with Jesus. Three years of listening to Him tell them what was going to happen and they still were troubled and had doubts in their hearts. We are not too far removed from the disciples are we? We are startled and terrified when we see and hear Jesus through the reading of His word and as He calls us out of our comfort zones. We are even amazed and stand in disbelief as He provides proof of His existence and glory. Lord, have mercy on us and open our minds!! John’s account goes even further in depicting our doubtful hearts to an even further extent.
“In the evening of that first day of the week, the disciples were gathered together with the doors locked because of their fear of the Jews. Then Jesus came, stood among them, and said to them, “Peace to you!” Having said this, He showed them His hands and His side. So the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. Jesus said to them again, “Peace to you! As the Father has sent Me, I also send you.” After saying this, He breathed on them and said, “Receive the Holy Spirit. If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven them; if you retain the sins of any, they are retained.”
`But one of the Twelve, Thomas (called “Twin”), was not with them when Jesus came. So the other disciples kept telling him, “We have seen the Lord!” But he said to them, “If I don’t see the mark of the nails in His hands, put my finger into the mark of the nails, and put my hand into His side, I will never believe!
`After eight days His disciples were indoors again, and Thomas was with them. Even though the doors were locked, Jesus came and stood among them. He said, “Peace to you!” Then He said to Thomas, “Put your finger here and observe My hands. Reach out your hand and put it into My side. Don’t be an unbeliever, but a believer.” Thomas responded to Him, “My Lord and my God!” Jesus said, “Because you have seen Me, you have believed. Those who believe without seeing are blessed. Jesus performed many other signs in the presence of His disciples that are not written in this book. But these are written so that you may believe Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God, and by believing you may have life in His name.” John 20:21-31
There are still those today who want hard evidence from God that He is real. I pray that He opens your eyes so that you can see the nail scars in His hands and the side that was pierced for your sins. It has all been written down in the Bible so that you may believe Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God. I pray that you will make the same declaration that Thomas did, “My Lord and my God, and in your belief you may have life in His name. Do not be afraid. Do not be troubled. Do not doubt that God sent His son to die on the cross for your sins and desires for you to put your complete trust in Him. Open up His word and read His letter to you.
For those of us who have already made the declaration of Jesus as our Lord and Savior, may we not be afraid, troubled, or doubt God’s faithfulness, love, and plan for our lives. It is far too easy to fall back into our selfish ways and deny what God says to us through His word. Time has a way of fostering doubt in our lives. The best way to combat doubt is to daily spend time reading the Bible as we pray for open eyes to understand the scriptures and faith to carry out His will.
Voice Of Truth from martielane on GodTube.